....I am working on understanding myself in the midst of discovering (painfully) my wife(of 20yrs) is more complex than I first thought...she is managing bi-polar, molestation, rape, alcoholic parents, neglect, abandonment, and our life as it unfolds. My greatest challenge has been to weather her having been manic...sleeping with people out of no where...after a life of hating sex...the risks she took for nothing..the lives that were affected..the shear overwhelming weight I am choosing to carry....hoping that somehow this is not what is happening.
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