I have been basically taking care of my husband for about 6 yrs or so. I am so tired of me having to do everything. I am feeling so alone. I am isolated from friends as they live far away. I am just overwhelmed. Maybe I am being selfish but I have my own health issues along with severe depression and I don't feel so well. I want to be taken care of at times. Am I selfish? I guess I am angry with the situation but i find myself being angry with my husband for not being able to help me with household things like taking out the garbage cans etc. My husband has end stage COPD and he is in bed much more than usual. He gets up in the morning and goes right back to bed. He is in bed alot during the day. I am so depressed as I am also so scared I know he will leave me soon. I will be so lost. I do love him. But I am so scared as I am too dependent on him as he is does a drive me to appts and groceries. I don't drive anymore and this cripples me. He always just waits in the car. He also pays the bills. I just see him being more worn out. He has known for a long time he most likely will pass before I do and he has not been concerned with leaving me. I mean I know of men who have things set for their wives if they die. They teach them how to do things. I don't know how to fix alot of things around the house and I don't have money to hire anyone. My husband didn't seem to care about helping me when he is gone. This causes me to be angry also. Any of you have these problems? Thanks for letting me vent. It seemed like I rambled.
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