im watching my bf fade away.he is so sick and its like im is denile i just walk around smiling telling joke.i cant i wont deal with this i cant really think about whats going on.i will go crazy.my life has totaly change i do everything now plus i have 2 children my son has down syndrome.I keep praying but im kind of mad at Jesus because everything feel apart at one time he lost his job we have no money and im losing my car.but for some friggin reason i walk around with a smile on
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