Here I am. This is me. Hidden from the world so no one can see my hideous body. Since the world is based upon how people look and appear, I have no chance in hell. People won't even look at someone ugly and love them for who they are inside. They won't even take a chance. Why should I even live? There's nothing out there for me. No one to talk to, no one to really care about me. I don't want to be pitied by those who pretend to care. I want life, love, and maybe, just maybe even more. Is that too much to ask for? But how, and where could I find that special someone?
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