There is a guy in my apartment building that walks around with his nose in the air, snubs people that ask him for help, gossips about other neighbors, has a "passe" that always hangs around with him in lounging areas in the building [mostly on the 1st floor near the doors so they can comment on who they see], he laughed at me when I told him to mind his own business when HE TOLD me that I NEEDED A MAN, whenever I leave the building on trips out of town the whole building hears about it because he hung around me and my father asking him questions and the site coordinator tells people when when they're out of the building, and he is always roaming the halls and looking into the laundry room to "report" on what he sees and hears. I want to LEAVE THIS PLACE but I don't want to leave the area, my former neighbor and friend applied for Section 8 and ended up moving out of the county, they don't accept Section 8 in my building. I just want to LEAVE this situation.
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