I was just wondering if anyone else feels not whole after their mastectomy and even reconstruction. It's been since 2004 and I still feel sad at times and don't feel like I can be sexual with anyone because I don't feel any sensuality yet. I know I should be thankful I'am still alive but I'am so mad still that I had to have my breast removed. Hopefully with time I will come to terms with it. I just want to feel like a woman again. It just feels like I'am fake with my reconstruction and implant. I know it sounds dumb but it's just how I feel. I want to get to get over this.
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