I recently got to know that one of my closest friends and confidantes has been going out with my ex, usually in a group. They go to the same gym which i used to go and now people are talking behind my back that my ex is seeing my friend. The things they say are really hurtful. My friend actually admits that she and my ex can click very well. Both know that rumors are rife about them but they didn't care as they are just friends. Even though they both repeatedly assure me that they are just friends, i can't help feeling betrayed. I am badly affected by this. I was doing so well recovering and now this s**t is really pulling me down. Maybe because i still love my ex that i am just jealous of them being so close. I have tried to be open as possible, but this is really getting to me. Am i right to feel betrayed by them?
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