I have this knot in the pit of my stomach, but I don't know if it's a knot or like the feeling you get when you are freefalling. It's weird how your emotional state manifests itself physically. The other day it was as if my arms were tingling and another time my sholders were like a wrung up wet towel. I have never, ever experienced anything like this before. All I know is that I have this terrible physical ache because I'm going to my old home that was once shared with myhusband to pick up what is left of my shit so that he can move on with Barbie. Anyone felt like this before?
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