I am a 27 yeard old girl and not too bad looking. i have serious self esteem issues though with my body and used to have serious depression like 10 years ago (harming ones self). I recently looked at my boyfriend's computer and saw that he has been looking at tons of porn. Almost all of it was barely legal 18 year old girls! I flipped out!!!! I don't think that I'd care too much but he hasn;t touched me in almost 2 weeks and never compliments me at all unless I ask how I look or something. That same night, he was kinda sleeping and I mentioned that it was another assexual night in the house. I said that he'd probably want to sleep with me if I was an 18 yr old slut and he grabbed his pillow off the bed and went to sleep on the couych and said that I was right. Last night I got drunk at a bar and asked him to come pick me up so I wouldn't have to drive and I got mad that he wouldn't come in (stupid I know). I then retaliated and started screaming at him about the porn and I told a few people about it. I now feel awful since I know I should've kept that secret btn us since it is no one else's business. Can someone give me some advice as to where I must go from here? Would anyone else be mad about this? I'm struggling!!!
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