Would you go 7 hours away to picl up your spouse who lied and cheated on you twice. that is living with another and is sleeping with them.would you fight the other person just to have your spouse back. i am in this situation i love this woman with all of my heart some times i hate her and dont wanna talk to her and sometimes i cant see me lving the rest of my life with out her i am so confused it has started a depression in my life that is ruining it and tearing it apart i have had suicidal thoughts cause i dont think i can go on with the pain that is in my heart. i always have a knot in my stomach and i just want it to go away god please make it go away make me feel better. i have no friends where i live i just moved up here i live with my bro and his family and they dont even really care about me i spent the holidays by myself while they went to his wifes families house and i was not invited cause i wasnt in that family. i had serious medical problems and lost my job over it cause i had to miss work for surgery. what else can go wrong?
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