The worse for me at the moment are weekends and mornings. Especially weekends!

outskiing, YES, when my H left, the morning was the WORST for me... Not seeing him the first thing in the morning when I woke up & being able to sit, watch the news, discuss some things either just general or news & drink our coffee together.. I feel your pain!~! "Keep Your Chin Up!~!"

When this first happened, it was morning and night time. Could not fall asleep alone in my bed. My mind would be racing with thoughts of where is he and what is he doing. I still have those thoughts but I am not consumed by it like before. I can sleep no but recently the morning is getting to me.

I wake up earlier than I have to with the overwhelming sense of lose and loneliness. I have to tell myself that it will be okay and try really hard to put things in perspective- things will be okay.

It usually takes me about 20 minutes to settle myself back down.

Weekends are better when friends are with me but my mind goes back to what is he doing/ I need to learn to let go.

I think that Hemmingway wrote, "He was awake a long while before he remembered that his heart had been broken." That's the worst, waking up in a great mood and then WHAM, it hits you and you want to puke.

I agree. I can be just doing something random not even thinking about this crap going on, and reality hits. For me, I get that butterfly feeling in my stomach. The "someone died" feeling.

my worst time is when i am getting ready to come home after work. i just think that when i open the door he will be there and dinner will be on the table. that is when it hits. weekends are bad to because i keep thinking, "what is he doing tonight?"

I like mornings and bedtime (reading). Everything in between sucks. It is just time to fill.

For me the worst times are in the evening when my daughter is at the stbx house. Miss her badly and stbx won't let me talk to her most often.

Right about ........................

NOW!... lol...

I should be out feeding the homeless.. or with the children.. but I am home alone... drinking vodka.. and having a pity party for one....

The EX.. celebrating.. he is in his new place... I am certain there is a party tonight.

kids at my folks... I feel like going for a drive... but too damn wasted right now to drive... damn.. dog is dead.. no dog to walk.

The weekends. I can handle the week because I work so many hours, but the weekends suck- not used to being alone. Rose, if I was there I would drive you, but I'm too wasted to drive either. At least we could have a bitch fest, right?

FROM 3 PM TO BED TIME IS BITCH BUT IF I CALL OR SPEND TIME WITH WITH A FREND IT SOME WHAT BETTER AFTER 8 MOUNTH STILL HURTS

don't take this with much salt k guys... don't over react....k.. promise me..

but really I just want to go to sleep and not get up.

there I said it...

no emails.. no messages.. Im not going to do anything crazy to myself... just making a statement. And, yes.. I know now that I am depressed... I am going to see my doc on Monday.. just going to drop in and tell her I need help.

The loneliness is too much for me.. the health problems and no one here physically to hold me and support me.

so.. no messages k... I just need to cry.

totally understand.

Ok Rose, you go cry.. When you're done or ANYTIME you need to talk, I am HERE FOR YOU!~! "Keep Your Chin Up!~!" I'm praying for you!~! (((((((rose)))))))

Definitley weekends and late nights. I used to feel so safe & secure with him sleeping next to me.