Will I ever stop worrying about money?? LOL, I am finishing up my divorce, I have 4 kids and am returning to work as a full-time teacher next year--I hope--right now I am working as a full-time sub. I got the house, he got the 401-K and I swear I worry ALL day!! I have never lived high on the hog but now i seem to worry about just buying groceries. I see him livin it up-he makes a lot--with his new girlfriend--and I am soo resentful, even though I wanted the divorce, he is an alcoholic and verablly abusive. How do I get to the other side??? :)
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