I'm worn out today. I'm not just physically tired (although I am-those 6 week old puppies are like new born babies!) But I am meantally worn out. I'm tired of doing everything by myself. I'm tired of having to be Mom and Dad to my three kids. I'm tired of doing all the parenting, cleaning, cooking, discipline...while trying to work full time. I'm tired of struggling with money every day of my life. I'm tired of trying to figure out how the hell I'm going to buy back to school clothes when I'm so friggin broke. I'm tired of being so angry and resentfult. I'm tired of hating. I have always been the most optomistic...the cup is half full..kind of gal-and all I seem to do anymore is complain. I love you all for listening to me...and I'm sorry you haven't seen the "happy" side of me. I'm tired of not seeing the good in my life and being grateful for it...instead of always being pissed off. I am putting my foot down. I have so much to be grateful for...I'm going to start thanking God for it all instead of being such a brat all the time. Thanks for listening.
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