last night i posted something and i worded it wrong. I should have said how does anyone know if they are being loved for themselves . i know i was used bad. but i look back at it and i didn't see it happening. thats why i'm wondering is there signs that i didn't pick up on. I'm not looking to start any relationship. right now i trust no one. i still care bout everyone though. i'm just trying to understand how this happened so it doesn't happen again. i know i'm a great guy i have a love for music and critters(including humans) i can basically right my own ticket when it comes to jobs. why everyone else is working hard to find work i have to decline work. my health is getting there. where i don't know though and hopefully i can get a release this week so i can go back to work. right now i'm in a bad spot but i know it is just for now. i know i have the truth on my side when i go to court and i'm at that stage where i don't care if she loses everything or not. my faith is strong even though somedays i have to fake it till i make it its stiil there. I've been shot stabbed nose broken many times but i never hated anyone i never held a grudge. I finally figured out how to turn my face green. if you want to hear some great music email me at firstname.lastname@example.org
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