So the stbx came to visit the kids today and I was in my room. I usually stay in there when he comes to give him time alone with the kids. Well I did some soul searching today and thought "what would you really do if he asked to come back? Be completely honest with yourself." And the answer is I would say NO!!! I am so happy. I really dont want him back anymore. I know that if I took him back it wold be an endless cycle. We would have a rough patch and he would cheat. He has proven that he is untrustworthy. Just realizing that I wouldnt take him back feels like such a huge step. Im really healing!
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