I woke up at 12.30am and the first thouht in my head was her and how much I miss her. My second thought was all hope is lost of ever seeing or being with her again and since I am such a loser might as well check out. I started having those thoughts and how to do it. I have no insurance or money so getting professional help is out of the question. i guess I will just keep taking the pain. I sometimes wonder if after someyhing like this if people do get back together and things work out better than they ever did before, because that is what I want but I dont see it happening at least not for me Im just one of those bad things happen to good people, people.
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