At least if I were I wouldn't be in this pain. I'm up in the middle of the night cuz I can't sleep knowing he doesn't want me at all. He was never mine to begin with but for him to just turn his back on me after all this time and throw me away like a rag doll. That really, really hurts!!! I know this is a process but I'm alone in this. I don't have any friends and family is all about self...most times anyway. I spend "every single day" without adult companionship. I have my kids but they're 16 & 12 and into their own worlds. They don't want to spend time with me. When I ask them to it's like I'm torturing them. Besides, I want adult attention sometime...not just my kids. I'm so lonely right now!!! What am I to do????
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