Where do I start? Well, 3 months ago I begged for a divorce and my husband refused to give me one. We fought for a month before he said okay. I kicked him out and he went to stay with his girlfriend and she kicked him out. I still love him, want nothing bad to happen to him, but can't live with him, can't trust him. He asked to stay with me and the kids until he found a place so I said yes. Now he wants me to give our marriage another chance. I feel like such a pushover! He has hurt me in so many ways! So why do I continue being the nice one? Personality flaw?? Glutton for punishment? I told him I would give him 2 weeks to prove that I could trust him and then we would see. Argghh I am so frustrated with myself. I want to be stronger than this!
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