It's been 6 months since he took off on me (we only dated for 8 months) and he's still all I can think about. Even when I hang out with other guys or do other things, at the end of the day I just wish I could have ended up with him. He despises me (for bugging him for the past 6 months with emails and text messages) and finally told me in an email the other day that he left because all I ever did was complain and was sad all of the time and all I ever did was talk about myself being sad, depressed, worried, troubled, etc. He said he needed a spark and not to be brought down and I brought him down. I feel awful. I wanted to end up with him. Will I ever get over him? Will I ever find someone that will be better than he was? He was wonderful. sigh...
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