my partner of 11 years left us 2 be with sum1 nearly half our age, the only connection the two have is the drugs that they seem 2 both b hooked on! i had a really hard time accepting that i was by myself now and better off without him, but i find myself really missing his company at times. jst having that "male companionship". recently i met someone who i hav spent a little time. we get on pretty good but he is leaving 2 go overseas soon so i know its nothing serious. i cant help but feel really sad thou!! he came and stayed with a few nites and now i feel like iv really fallen 4 him. im filled with so many mixed emotions! i havnt heard from him 2day wich is driving me crazy! its making me wonder if he actually cares for me 2 or was i jst a bit of "fun". i feel so needy and i hate it!! im not sure wat 2 do.... how do u stop urself frm falling in love wen u knw that ur probly gonna end up hurt again??
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