After having my computer wiped and making me set up a new account [cazisanangel] my neighbour has manageged to get this site up and running again,despite all the hell he,s putting me through [my husband] he seems to be messing with my head,why can,t he just leave me alone? i am trying to fight this cancer yet he seem,s hell bent on hurting me,he,s already left me yet he keep,s coming round and i just dunno what to do anymore,why won,t he just leave me alone?it,s almost like he,s enjoying hurting me,if i,m honest i just wish i could die that way he won,t hurt me anymore,i,m really down right now and i can,t see any purpose in my life,we were together for over 25years and i still love him but i also hate him i would welcome any advice right now cuz i,m feeling pretty low at the minute and i just feel so bloody lost.
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