My husband was the one who chose to leave me and our son [who is 20yrs] yet he seem,s hell bent in hurting me,why! i can,t understand why he feel,s the need to torment me?he had the cheek to try and trick our son into meeting his whore!callum [my son] came home very angry in the early hours of this morning, and i had my head down the toilet being ill once i got downstairs cal was still very angry, i asked him what was wrong? he told me,my husband had asked him if he,d like to meet him for a drink? cal asked who was going to be with him?,his dad told him a couple we know and then he said oh and my girlfriend! cal propmtly told his father NO! and went out with his friend got drunk and came home to me being ill,that basically sent him over the edge and he punched two bloody great big holes in my doors which he is going to pay for,anyway we sat talking until 4am and cal had sobered up and told me what had happened just as he was finishing telling me i gota message from my husband asking if i was ok! why won,t he stop tormenting me? he,s the one who chose to leave me not me but him! it,s bad enough that he,s walked out and left me he seem,s hellbent on tormenting me,i,m not doing too well at the moment and the chemo is really kicking in again,i don,t want him thinking i want him back cuz i,m sick,i am trying to keep it together yet no matter what i do or say he turn,s it either into an argument or i,m blamed for him leaving me! why can,t he just leave me alone,he,s hurt me beyond anything else why is he sending me messages asking if i,m ok? i can,t understand why he,s doing this? he threw away 25+yrs to be with his whore yet he keep,s asking how i am! i truely hate him right now and if i,m honest i wish this cancer would just kill me that way i won,t have to put up with anymore of this heartache,after all i,ve done my job i brought my son up almost single handed cuz he was in the army and away alot,my son is almost 21yrs so it,s not like he,s a baby,i,m so very tired of all this heartache i truely don,t know how much more i can take of this why won,t he just leave me alone?
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