Why is it I have been on this site for less than a week and people here are so kind to me and tell me that they can tell I am a good person. They say such kind word, that I am sweet, kind, etc. And the one I loved with my entire being saw me as something totally different. I have never had a friend, stranger, family, my first ex, or ANYONE to say the horrible hateful things that he says about me. I've told him that before and asked how he could see me as totally different and I loved him so much. He'd reply, oh its because they are afraid to tell you, you intimidate them. He has damaged me. I feel like a big ole bundle of damaged goods!! I really was sweet to him and loved the ground he walked on. Yes, I lashed back when he would tear me down and put my parenting skills down, tell me my body disgust him, that I was a dumb country bumpkin, that I was only successful because I impressed someone with my southern charm, etc. You know all the things he put me down about......he was not to good at. He was always pointing the finger. Sorry....I just get going. So why does he refuse to see me as others do?
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