My stbx left me 7 weeks ago and we will be divorced in 3 weeks (Georgia). He left me and I never wanted that. I love him and still STILL want to be married to him. I am not understanding that HE IS GONE. I keep wondering when he'll call. I told him NO CONTACT was best for me. I want him to call me and he isn't. I wish I would have NEVER said NO CONTACT. I am sooo sad about this. I want my marriage to work. I don't believe he loves me unconditionally. I love him unconditionally. I miss him and I miss him. I wish he'd call, he lives 250 miles away and I want my husband. Anyone ever had this happen? What do I do?
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