ya know, he decides he wants to dump me after almost 15 years, he's not happy. he says he'll take care of the bills and my school costs and yet every time I send an email about what bills I need to pay he has to give me crap. I don't bother him with emails or phone calls. I send a short polite email every 2 weeks because he made his choice but isn't man enough to set up support before it's court ordered. I don't cheat, I don't lie, I'm not taking advantage and yet he will deposit 1/2 of what I need to pay my bills. This payday it's not even enough to make my car payment and my cc bill. Why the games. I've always been supportive of him, his children, his family, and his career. I've handed over every penny I've earned for 14 + years and now he acts like I'm trying to cheat him. Can anyone help me understand where this mindset comes from? He lies about his spending but he accuses me of doing that to him. Why? I'm really hurt and frustrated tonight and just needed to get it off my chest. I just have to remember that Jesus will see me through this and keep praying for strength. My anxiety is really high, but I'll work through it with the love and support of my friends, my family, and my supporters at DS. Thanks to you all for listening
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