After the weekend with my children they have been matter of factly telling me what's been going on with them. they don't say it to be hurtful, they just tell me what's going on with them, you know? But as they casually tell me that daddy's "new friend" bought them presents for Christmas and they spent the day with her and I am consumed with anger. I thought I was getting to a better place. I did not get to see my own Children for Christmas and she not only saw them, but spent the day with them? What a pud he is? Why am I so upset? What is going on? And to top it all off, I found out that I miscarried around Christmas when he started all of this crap with me.When will things quit catching me off guard like this?
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