Finding out and confirming my husband is having a baby with another woman is getting to me. I am feeling so many mixed emotions that I'm not sure how to deal with. Jealousy is a big one. I wanted another baby. I just feel so lost. I think I was in denial, but it is all starting to sink in. I feel like she doesn't deserve the joys of pregnancy (the way she went about it) Finding out the due date, feeling the baby move for the 1st time, getting a baby belly (is it bad that i hope she gets fat and tons of stretch marks?), the excitement of going into labor, picking out baby things and names. I am so hurt. The only thing holding my tears in is the fact that I am at work.
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