Sunday has been the hardest day for me lately. It was the day that we used to go to the dog park or swimming or kayaking. I've been keeping busy but I miss my best friend. I keep thinking that one day we will be friends once again, but right now it would be too hard and complicated. He is the one who abandoned this relationship. Should we have kept going to counseling or was it really over? I love him but ever since New Years, I was really miserable and I told myself that this year would either make or break us and look at what happend? I can't settle anymore for a person who isn't willing to committ and willing to give 100% of himself. I can't even remember the last time we had real authentic fun. I always had to worry if he was going to have a good time wherever we'd go. This can't be right, right?
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