I feel like my life is over. My divorce four years ago has totally destroyed me. I tried to move on, met a lovely Dutch girl and had a daughter (to add to my two lovely sons from my marriage), but I ruined it all getting involved with a girl from work, who is married. This girl told me all the usual "my marriage is a sham", and "you are the love of my life" stuff, so I ended it with the Dutch girl and moved her and my daughter out, only for (you guessed it) this other girl to say she is giving her marriage a go, and is now pregnant herself. I feel so angry and useless and so so alone. I hate this girl for what she did to me, feel so ashamed at everything.
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