Well, I got married at 19 to my first boyfriend, was married until last year atttheage of 28. Found myself divorced, empty, and alone.. Luckily I never had kids because he was such a selfish person who robbed me of all happiness ( found out after divorce). I have friends, job, everything to live, but I am not fulfilled.. But the crazy thing is I abhor dating now, it wrecks my nerves, however being alone is getting to me! I'm just confused a part of me wants a relationship now, some nights are so lonely.. but I can't stand the thought of dating.. Its so complicated in my head. Anyone understand?
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