Why do we fall in Love. I lost the marriage of more than ten years and thought I would not fall again. Well I met someone who took my breath away and we decided to to bring our families together meaning our children. Knowing we were not final in our divorce. We have been through much together my sons Love her dearly and I lover hers as well. My seperation process has been more difficult than hers for she and stbx is final now. Mine on the other hand is total turmoil. Well I was just told about one hour ago She did not want to be as one and was sorry. I feel so empty and hurt and do not understand why people hurt each other for teers I wept from my cheeks and will know I lost someone who was more dear to me the ever before. I should not have placed myself in this position but do not regret who I met and Loved and allways will. I asked her to reconsider but is just sorry and I have hit bottom. How one can hurt each other and I will say I am at fault as well. But to look at one and say with so easy and walk away has hurt me more than ever. What will I do now I have placed myself in a position to explain this horrible thing to my sons and can not bear to tell them. I have failed them once again and ask them to please forgive me.
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