Before I got married I was a huge big time bad boy. My wife had chased my for years. Finally before I went overseas I had married her. We were apart for a good part of the first year, then reunited. Well as time pasted I started to get into the role of being a husband. I spent endless hours at school and work. Well this year she decided to cheat on me and get knock-up. She keep it a secret for a couple of months. Then when she found out she told me. I told her we have two choices (1) Abortion (Which I\'m not for!) and we would work through it or (2) getting a divorce. She chose the abortion and I was trying to work on it as much as possible. The weekend of our 3 year she decided to leave. This leaves me with little trust in woman, because I would never think she would do something like this. As a bad boy I wasn\'t looking for a family, but that is what I wanted the most.
Posts You May Be Interested In
I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...