What is it about a cheater and low down dirty, don't care who I hurt as long as my needs are met, that people keep caring about. I was cheated on but I forgave because I was scared and I had young kids that I thought deserved an intact family to grow up with. Why do people forgive people over and over, why do people take abuse and keep coming back for more. Is it all fear based or can you really keep loving a person after so much pain. I did that and I mentioned my reasons, but now I have nothing for contempt for the person who has broken my spirit and my heart twice in one life time.
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