My STBX just left with the canoe tied to the top of his car and I was totally fine until I imagined him and the OW going on a canoe ride. I have tried to be zen about it and tell myself not to want something I can not have as it will only lead to sadness. I have tried "The Secret" and imagined myslf on a fun canoe trip. I am running out of ideas and decided to post my thoughts and look for support even though I am embarrassed to admit to the feelings.
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