How is it possible that I can not learn the no contact rule? I know when I email him, I only get hurt. There is nothing he can say to make it better. In fact that is just what he emailed me today. He is right. The only thing that would make it better would be if he would come home. And that is never going to happen. Why do I keep thinking that if I just say the right thing he will realize what a big mistake he is making? If he just thinks about it he will realize that he should not throw out 18 yrs without a fight. Why can he not see this? And why oh why can't I learn to just let him go? My head knows he is never coming home. I just can't get my heart to see it.
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