I feel guilty. I am doing my very best to move on in my life. I am so excited at the prospect of a whole new start. But I feel so guilty sometimes...he is the one who wanted to be divorced because HE forgot to do all of the things he'd always wanted to do before settling down. Now, he wants me back...now he needs me. Now he thinks he can never love another woman but me. Just when I am starting to not need him...to hear his voice...to smell his neck when we hug. I am getting used to living without him and now he can't live without me? Why is he changing his mind now and why do I feel guilty for not wanting him anymore? Is it possible that the "dumpee" is now the "dumper"?
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