I think today my husband will be served his D papers. I can't even say the word. My heart is breaking into a 1000 little pieces. I told him I sent him an email (we still live together) and went on to tell him what it was, cuz I didn't think I'd actually see him before I left for work, and he said "if it's sensitive, I'll just read it. I don't need any stress." I wanted to tell him what it said because of course I wanted him to say, "are you sure this is what you want" or "let's just separate and date like you suggested. (date each other). I know he wants out of the marriage now, but I keep looking for a sign of hope just to continue to get rejected. I could fill the tub with my tears.
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