Just about everyone know,s about me through my son,i,m afraid i,m not feeling that great,if i,m honest i wish i wasen,t here any more,i told my son to go home apparently he,s been keeping everyone updated on me,i feel so sad that my darling son is caught in the middle of this mess,i truely wished i,d never woken up,i have a fever and the nurse,s won,t leave me alone,i just don,t see the point in going on,why bother? i know alot of people on this site have been praying for me and i want to thank you,but i guess i,m damaged goods,i just wish i could just go to sleep and not wake up,what did i do so wrong? i thought i,d grow old with my husband clearly he had other idea,s so here i am sat in a room in a hospital with nurse,s running in and out and all i want is to sleep and never wake up.
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