I answered because I figured he wanted to tlak to the kids, which he did. The second and third times, I should have ignored it. It was about money and what i should do with it. I don't need him to give me directions anymore. I know what needs to be spent and what doesn't and I can't wait to give up control of the acct. His checks pay for everything now and when this is over, I will get a monthly payment. I can't stand it when he calls. I was doing so well, and now I am totally fucked, crying and upset. i hate him for all of these emotions I feel. I just want to bury myself somewhere and never bee seen again. BASTARD!!!
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