Even though my husband cheated l am stuck with feeling that if l had not been so cranky or l had tried harder to get him to talk. The last few months were awful and we were fighting all the time about the fact that l did not feel like treated me life a wife should and had too many female friends. l dont know why l did not just sit down and try to talk to him but the more it went on the more l fight with him. l saw the end coming like a train wreck and all l did was get madder and fight more with him about see this friend who is now the ow. l sit her crying all day wishing l could go back and do something to fix and not knowing how to move on . The pain is so much that it takes my breath away. Will l ever feel noraml. l feel like everyone got off the bus but me and now l have not life. The kids say l got what l deserve as l fought alot with him. He never wanted to grow up and do things the way mornmal people did. l dont understand why he is at the ow doinge everything that l wanted him to do and loving it. l think that means l am not a good person
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