My husband was the one who walked outta here before christmas,he was the one who threw away 25+yrs together just because i couldn,t have sex with him 24/7 he is the one who was talking to his whore online for almost a year and treating me like crap yet i,m the one who,s being punished! he had it all planned,he,d got his little flat nice and cosy would you believe it i helped the bastard!he told me he just wanted a bit of time by himself then just as i had helped him he finally admits he,s planned to have hius g.f over to live with him because we were more oike brother and sister! yeah right! i happen to like my brother and sister! he has taken my heart smashed it to bit,s! then rubbed it in by parading his whore downtown and slagging me off! i have had enough and i really don,t know how much more i can take of this hell i,m in,i have seen a solicitor to get this marriage ended yet he has the cheek to instruct his solicitor to stop all contact with him and to make sure he keep,s his stock,s and shares! i hate that man with all my heart! he always said no matter what our son comes first and foremost,yeah right! his b/day present is still here! his b/day was 14th ad it,s now 27th callum hasen,t seen him for over 4wk,s so much for putting his son first! why is it that i feel i am the one being punished here? to be honest right now i wish i wasen,t here anymore because that way there would be no more pain,i just don,t know what else to do?
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