So here it is. Saturday night... I thought I was having company with two of my male friends. These are friends that I hang out with together watching football and meeting occassionally for drinks. One friend is single, one is married. I have known them for about 2 years. I just like both of these guys as friends. So I go out to meet them and I get to where I am going and only the married friend was there. I thought it was strange because I always go out with the two of them. I asked the married friend what happened to the single friend and he said he didn't call the single friend. He wanted me all to himself. To make a long story short he proceeded to try to pursue me. I became so pissed off. He knew I just went through this whole break-up thing and he tries to pick me up. I basically cut everything short and left very upset. I cried the whole way home. All I kept thinking is who am I ever going to trust. This whole incident just made me want to call the ex and get back together with him. I was just sitting here yesterday thinking It would just be easier to put up with his shit than go through all of this. I didn't call him I came to my senses after crying all day. Today I feel better, but again who am I ever going to trust even if I ever get married I mean look what happens.
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