It has just been over 8 months since my stbx left me. I have been in the process of getting our house ready to be sold and getting my own place, so I have had a lot of meeting with my stbx with lawyers, realtors, and bankers and it has been getting me very sad and depressed. Today is especially bad. Not to mention that X-mas is coming. Ughh! Anyway, I was thinking to myself that I am so sick and tired of talking about my situation, my depression, my sadness, my anxiety. I've said it all before, I've written it all before. What more can I say? How many different ways can I say that my heart is in pieces, some days I wish were dead, or today I cried my eyes out yet again? I am just so sick of this shit!!!That is how I feel today. Anyone with me?
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