So this is an area of contention between me and my STBX. I know it doesnt matter now but it is bothering me cuz Im afraid someday he will tell the kids that I walked out on him. The story is that he was having online romances and was just not the same person I married. I had become leary of him. I did walk out with the kids and obtained a protective order (this was after he pointed a shotgun at my head, was sporadically taking anti-depressants and drinking). So I did physically leave but only until he was served and ordered to leave (this took 4 days cuz he stayed locked up in the house cuz he knew it was coming). Then the kids and I came home. He goes on and on about how it was me that left. But in my heart, he left the marriage when he chose to go online and find a good wife and good mother for my kids. And he fell in love with some woman from Russia. So he left. Im torn cuz I know one day he will tell the kids how it was my entire fault. I just want some opinions here. I struggle with a lot of guilt.
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