I am finding that after being with someone 24 years that I cannot find ME. Who am I, what makes me happy, what do I want? LOL So sad I was so f-d up by trying to do it all I forgot me. I feel like such a LOSER. I have nothing to do but NOTHING....and even though I care about you all, sometimes this board depresses the hell out of me, so much hurt, sadness. It almost depresses me to come here. Yeah, were all in the same boat but..............it's just so f-ing sad that people don't take vows to heart. I HATE MY HUSBAND but I love the asshole too!
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