I am finding that after being with someone 24 years that I cannot find ME. Who am I, what makes me happy, what do I want? LOL So sad I was so f-d up by trying to do it all I forgot me. I feel like such a LOSER. I have nothing to do but NOTHING....and even though I care about you all, sometimes this board depresses the hell out of me, so much hurt, sadness. It almost depresses me to come here. Yeah, were all in the same boat but..............it's just so f-ing sad that people don't take vows to heart. I HATE MY HUSBAND but I love the asshole too!
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Okay, so today's therapy session did make me start thinking a little bit more about my family and childhood, which as I have said else where this week is something I want to not do for the time being. I want to just manage my grief for Lisa for now. So, I am engaging in some more art therapy tonight to distract myself, and thank you Patti for the idea for tonight's drawing distraction. zebra:...
im having a really bad aspergers melt down. All because i can not express how i feel or even identify the feelings. It feels bad. Yet im not wanting to sh or suicidal or whatever so i must be ok. Agghhh this doesnt feel nice. I wish i could just atleast identify my feeling.