I have been reading the discussion board and I agree that many of us, me included, have dedicated so much time into being a good mate, good employee, good mother, father, etc. that we have made ourselves so predictable and boring that they leave for excitement sometime. I really want to "get out there" and try new things. The only problem is that I have actually become this boring person that only wanted to be a mom, wife and good employee. How do I begin to even figure out what I can do to have fun, etc. when I thought this was what I was supposed to be doing? I thought this was fun, you know?
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