It all started when I was 14 years old(now 21). I started dating this guy and fell immediately for him. But with my family being a military family, we soon had to move. I had to move to another state. We kept in contact for awhile. Sending letters, writing poetry and a few calls. But soon we lost contact through moves, and all the changes you go as teenagers. Well when I got to high school, I just figured he had forgotten about me. I kept all of he letters and even his 7th grade picture. I thought about him a lot. Well five years after we stopped talking he contacted me via myspace and told me he loved me and wanted to be with me. And asked me what I would think if he was going to join the airforce for us... I told him he was crazy, that we should start off as friends again. I guess he didn't like that idea, because I didn't hear from him again until two years later telling me the same thing. Only this time he was in airforce. I thought why not, really after seven years this guy still wants me? We started seeing each other every weekend since he lived in Kansas and I live in Arkansas. He was deployed after we had been together for like 2.5 months. I stayed faithful and waited for him. I gave up my life for him... I didn't go out just in case I was going to get a call from him. I saved every last penny I had to send care packages. While he was gone I was dealing with a drug addict alcoholic room mate... and having to pay all rent, utilities, and food all by myself. We decided I would move to Kansas when he got back. And so I did... I left my whole life, my friends, my family, my promising job everything. We had been together again for a year, we were engaged... but my friends caught him in a lie while they were up here celebrating my birthday and found out that he's been seeing at least three other women... how can I trust someone again? How do I not project what happened to me on someone else? Is there someone else? Why would he do this to me... I have so many questions and no answers...
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