It has been so hard to get in the holiday spirit as I know it is for many of you. We all face this Christmas feeling so blue. Past Christmas are memories of old. I do miss the old and my own complete family which included my stbx. Things are for sure different and I never thought I would be spending a Christmas like this one. This year has been so hard on me emotionally. I lost my wife and a few weeks ago my job, but with Christmas just a few days away I look at it for what it really is for. It was the day a child was born that came into this world to help all of us. Forget about all the marketing hype, forget about all the gifts and remember that we are here in this world to live. No matter what pain we face, no matter how much we hurt, just know that our lives will continue to grow. I have asked "where are you Christmas" and I still feel it is in my heart, though it may still hurt, it lives.
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