I jst got of MSN with the stbx. It's killing me. He told me all he wanted was to be happy and that i was never there for him. He wanted me to wish him happiness and I said I couldn't because he has caused so much hurt for me. He blame severything on me for the failure of this marriage. I didn't know it was possible to hate someone and love someone this much at the same time. We have been apart since February. He was home for 2 weeks and just left. he stayed here at the house, so it was difficult to think of us not being together. I have to come to terms with that. i was just wondering when a good time to start looking fo ra good man would be appropriate. Is it too soon????
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