When will I ever stop thinking about him, wondering what he's doing, wondering if he misses me as much as I miss him. I hate this! Plus the thought of having to start all over again, meeting new people trying to find a connection with one person that you might or might not connect with. I hate this feeling, I hate that I feel in love with him and allowed him to take up a year of my life! I hate that I loved anything about him! Why? When will this end? I want to cry but I'm tired of crying over him.
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